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let's chase the summer and forget the world.

...eurus...
afer ventus...

so the world goes round and round
with all you ever knew
they say the sky high above
is carribean blue

if every man says all he can
if every man is true
do i believe the sky above
is carribean blue

...boreas...
zephyrus...

if all you told was turned to gold
if all you dreamed were new
imagine sky high above
in carribean blue

see. i memorised it :D all from my memory :P I SWEAR.

i am feeling really scared. i dont know what people are thinking about anymore. everytime i look at you you always seem to be thinking of something in your mind. you always seem to know alot of things. but you never ever tell me. my mind is going bonkers. i am imagining stuff which i hope only exist in my own vivid imagination. i hope what i think is not true. i know you've changed. but i hope, not that much. not to that extend. however, if what i am thinking right now is true, i seriously dont know what to say. i dont want to be used. i dont want to be a puppet. a doll for your own entertainment. so that everyone can have something to gossip about. i hate being used. maybe it was a mistake right from the start. MY mistake. but i cant go back in time. i guess all i can do now is hope. and pray. and i really really wished with all my heart. that you can prove me wrong.

i think perhaps only i can understand what the above is all about. i am going whee.
bonkers.